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A boy that makes me smile when...
He texts me
I think of him
I see him
Must be a good thing...
Right?
Friends, Aren't We?
How do I know that you know that we are really just meant to be friends?
I know I told you so, and quite directly I might add(!)
Since then you have texted me to hang out in the park, chillin as friends.
That turned out to involve champagne, strawberries and a picnic blanket - so clearly not that friendly... right?
You've asked to hang out again this weekend - if it turns out to have same level of preparation from you part then clearly:
You are trying to prove with your actions that I made mistake saying "We should just be friends..."
I know I told you so, and quite directly I might add(!)
Since then you have texted me to hang out in the park, chillin as friends.
That turned out to involve champagne, strawberries and a picnic blanket - so clearly not that friendly... right?
or am I just being paranoid?
You've asked to hang out again this weekend - if it turns out to have same level of preparation from you part then clearly:
You are trying to prove with your actions that I made mistake saying "We should just be friends..."
You forget:
I know what I want and I am always right....
Never not chasing a million things at once
Don't you think it is boring how people talk
They can smart with the words again but I am bored
Because I am doing this for the thrill of it, killing it
They can smart with the words again but I am bored
Because I am doing this for the thrill of it, killing it
You are always going to be...
What I want you to be...
Tube Buddies
I've almost gone into a routine now, by taking the same tube each morning. So now I have eastblished a couple of Tube Buddies - people that I actually recognise every morning. Let's describe them:
The man with the long ponytail
He normally has his waist length hair braided and falling down his back. A few specks of grey in it, underlining his life long commitment and he still wears band branded hoodies. I have no idea what he does for a living but he is certainly an intriguing character.
The medium build guy in a suit
There's this guy maybe in his late twenties with a slightly softer and rounder shape that normally wears a grey suit as a contrast to his dark brown short beard. He looks like a potential city worker bit not quite as clean cut as sterotype would dictate and he has this quirky quality about him.
So I guess I have started to collect these people that I see every day on the tube and recognise...
All friendly, no conviction
So you are very mysterious - you are really friendly with me and we do get on. We do see each other regularly because we have the same routines and in between that you do email me and I respond.
I've been hoping for you to ask me out. But when I think you are about to it is like you bottle it. I understand. However, the reason why I don't ask you out myself is very simple:
My last dating situation I was the porgressor so this time around: I want to wait for you, to make sure that you want it enough to brave it and ask me - rather than just accepting my offer because it is there.
However, this situation has its own shelf life and we are just on the fence regarding that. Give it another week it'll be too late. You have been playing it in limbo for way too long. You're slowly drifting into the friend zone. To be honest, if you had asked me out 4 weeks ago I would said yes. Now? I just feel like you didn't have enough conviction to take a chance on me.
To sum it up, I did hold a light for you - for a while. However, if you are not going act upon it is only so long that I make excuses for you.
However, this situation has its own shelf life and we are just on the fence regarding that. Give it another week it'll be too late. You have been playing it in limbo for way too long. You're slowly drifting into the friend zone. To be honest, if you had asked me out 4 weeks ago I would said yes. Now? I just feel like you didn't have enough conviction to take a chance on me.
To sum it up, I did hold a light for you - for a while. However, if you are not going act upon it is only so long that I make excuses for you.
At some stage I start taking personal, like it's my fault...
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